What I do in between lives

 

I was next privileged to see who I am and what I do in between lives as Karen guided me to that place. This gave me a broader perspective of my life that transcends this lifetime and also filled in a gap around purpose for me.  I never felt I had a purpose until I finally began to unravel this journey, and I appreciated the gift of this added insight.

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I start by seeing an abundance of white light; my feet are bare, and I am floating through air.  I am an angel (about the age of 10).  I have angel wings, and my purpose is to bring joy to people and to other angels.  I have short, blond curly hair, and am dressed in a light blue dress. My skin is very soft and childlike. I am perfection, in the sense of I am perfect just the way that I am.  (That is a key message here - I am perfect as both souls!)

 

Karen then led me to discover the answers to the following questions from the angel (myself):

 

Can she confirm you are a joint soul?

• Yes! I feel a oneness now.  She is here to finish the healing which means I’m here to finish healing myself.

 

What do you need to finish healing?

• Acceptance to be one soul. Acceptance to be Mary. Being Mary is now an attractive thing where before I felt like I was being forced into being something different than I was or had always been.  

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Does she believe it is important to merge the two souls?  

• Yes.  It is important to be Mary and take along the skills, capabilities, and talents of Annette as an acknowledgement that Mary is not displacing Annette; she still has a place.  It’s ok to take them now into the role of Mary. Annette is ok being in a supporting role now.  In merging the two, I have the best of everything.  At this point I still felt a bit of resistance.

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What is the resistance about? (I asked.)

• She doesn’t want to be forgotten.  She is not asking for a huge role or dedication to what Annette has always done. I respond, “there is an opportunity in this lifetime to use the attributes of both Mary and Annette, so neither one is left behind and forgotten.”  I can do it in my brand and keep the theme alive. 

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How can Annette (the soul) help me? 

• She needs recognition from Mary that the role she played in my life was just as important as Mary’s role. I don’t have to leave behind Annette or Mary. They can be one. 

  • Update: On November 20, Creator revealed to me that had the second soul not stepped in, I would have faced a lifetime of mental illness.  I am fully resolved​ now that I know Annette made that kind of a difference!

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Is it possible for both to be one? 

• Yes. Mary says Annette will always be valued, respected, and loved.  

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What do you do between lives? What is your work?  

• As an angel I bring joy.  To people and to other angels.  

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What’s your name as this Angel?

• “Mary Annette. She says, "It’s ok to bring joy, and healing and magic in multiple places.  It is a healing of the either/or dichotomy.  I am both Mary and Annette.  We are both one and the same.  It is all connected anyway.” Angel Mary Annette is changing the feeling of separation to the feeling of oneness.

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Can Angel Mary Annette check in on you and make sure you are on track for understanding the feeling of oneness? Does she have that ability?  

• She has the ability to do that. She says I can connect with her any time.

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Where does she stay on the other side?  

• Her home is an alcove with beautiful light, other children angels are around her. They each have their own role. They have a lot of fun together.  

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Do you recognize any of them?

• One of them is my nephew, Carson.  He is a rainbow child on this planet in real life.  As an angel he is about 10 I think, and as a nephew he is now 14.  My soul knows him from the angelic realm.  

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Karen says, "You are also a rainbow child. You and Carson know each other in the in-between life space as angels together. You came in this life before he did; he is younger, but you are about the same age as angels. You have a deep connection at the soul level."

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Continue to part four and what I learn about my purpose in this lifetime.